Sunday, December 26, 2010

Merry Christmas!

First Christmas away from family. First Christmas with my new family; John, Holly, and Baxter. I thought I would be depressed and sad wishing I were at home with all my aunts, uncles, cousins, and second cousins. I definitely wanted to be home, but I wasn't depressed. John wanted to decorate the house to make sure I was in the holiday spirit. Poor guy was afraid I would be grumpy and moping this Christmas. I was afraid of that too. But I wasn't. The sad thing about this is that I never felt the holiday spirit this year. Christmas seemed like just another day off. There wasn't anything to really looked forward to. I tried listening to Christmas music in the car to get me into the spirit. Yes, that is disappointing. Is it because I'm getting older? No way am I a grumpy old holiday hating lady, but this year, I wasn't excited about Christmas. I hope the rest of my family had a wonderful time. I will make sure it make it to the next Christmas. It' s been too long since I've seen the Clans

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